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denise sng.
[ - aphrael - ]
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ex-KCian & TP grad
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Sunday, January 16, 2005

haiz.. i duno wat else to say for now.. i juz noe that.. at this point in time.. i've no mood to go blog abt wat happened in the past few weeks.. there haf been some minor problems.. which cud be gotten over easily.. and there haf been some major probs.. which involved lots of crying.. and heartache.. but oh well.. thats life.. inevitable.. unavoidable.. haiz..

one incident i can tink of.. happened on new year's eve.. dun reali wana tok abt it here.. juz writing wateva im tinkin rite now.. im in a sad mood btw.. sumtimes juz listening to midis.. wifout the lyrics.. is gd enuf to make one cry le.. who needs the lyrics to make one cry.. the music's enuf.. now there's only one song thats playing now.. and thats Qi Li Xiang.. by jay chou..

trying to do MA assignment now.. dun tink i'll slp tonite.. til im done wif it.. mite feel btr that way..

duno wat else shud i do.. i feel that i've lost touch wif my sensitive side.. i cant seem to console ppl as well as last time.. since most of the time now im the one who needs the consolation.. but yet.. cant find it.. i noe my gal pals are here for me.. and i noe they will alwiz be.. but.. the consolation i need most.. is from one person.. but.. i oso cant seem to get it.. i tot i had it once.. but den it wasnt meant to be..

hmmm juz got off the phone.. felt a bit btr.. but now.. when left alone again.. the tears start coming again.. tink this is worse than that heartbreak.. coz this time.. the feelings' mutual.. but i duno wat will happen now.. maybe tings will change.. for gd or for bad.. tink its gona be bad.. i duno.. left hand's in pain.. still swollen.. wun care much.. let the pain numb me.. let the pain take over my mind and body once again.. since its been done b4.. let my old self emerge.. maybe tings will be like the gd ol' days.. where i dun feel a ting.. even if i bust my knuckles whacking stuff.. let the pain take control.. let me be myself no more..


depressingly sad.. psychotic..
[ - di|emma - ]

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